today..i said goodbye to my dearest friend...i'm really sad about it...just as sad when i sent off my cousin to the airport...they're both going to US...no i hope they'll be fine there..me, i'm all alone, going to celebrate my birthday all alone for the first time...i hope it'll b my last..taha, alicia, i really hope you'll forgive me for the mean thing's i've ever done to the both of you...
today in school was fine..till someone(clazzmate bside me) told me abt our school's 'beloved' so-called retired head librarian told my juniors i was a lousy head librarian..all cause i didn't come on last friday when i was SICK!! damn that guy...seriously thinking of letting go my post...but i'm having my doubts...i'm not sure...aaah....i really don't know what to do!
my dad...he's getting worse..he refuses to eat...always sleep..complains about a backache...and is always grumpy..my mom n i are really worried..we don't know what to do now...he refuses to go for check up even tho we pleaded him to...my sis isn't much of a help either...dear god, i don't know what to do! my head's a mess!